The Death Of Gaia (CD/LP/CD Box set/LP box set), Transcending Obscurity Records, 2019

1. The End Is Nigh
2. World In Flames
3. Shackles
4. A House In A Field In The Eye Of The Storm
5. The Guilt
6. Just Smoke And Mirrors
7. Like A Flower In The Desert
8. Losing Ground

Line up
Martin Kwakernaak – Keyboards, Acoustic Guitars
Gerard de Jong – Guitars
Pim Blankenstein – Vocals
Niels Jordaan – Drums
William van Dijk – Guitars
Theo Plaisier – Bass

Additional vocals by Vigo van Dijk and Chiara Kwakernaak on 'Just Smoke And Mirrors' and Mariska van der Krul on 'The End Is Nigh' and 'The Guilt'.
Additional violins by Chris Davies on 'The End Is Nigh' and 'Just Smoke And Mirrors'.
Additional cello by Elianne Anemaat on 'The End Is Nigh' and 'The Guilt'.

Drums recorded at Studio Plug Unit, Reeuwijk, the Netherlands. Engineered by Hans Pieters.
Guitars, bass, keyboards and vocals recorded at El Pato Studio, Bergweiler, Germany. Engineered by Martin Kwakernaak.
Additional guitars and vocals recorded at Hubert’s place, Amersfoort, The Netherlands. Engineered by Hubert ter Meulen.

Mixed by Hans Pieters and Officium Triste at the People's Noise, the Netherlands.
Mastered by Greg Chandler at Priory Recording Studio, UK.

Broken Memories - Split CD with Lapsvs Dei, Australis Records, 2018

1. Human (Lapsvs Dei)
2. Faithless (Lapsvs Dei)
3. The Feeling Remains (Lapsvs Dei)
4. The Weight Of The World (Officium Triste)
5. On the Crossroads of Souls (Officium Triste)
6. Pathway (of Broken Glass) (Officium Triste)

“The Weight Of The World” originally by Editors. Written by Smith, Urbanowicz, Leetch, Lay.
Drums recorded on November 4th 2016 at Studio Moskou, Utrecht, the Netherlands. Engineered by Silvia Vermeulen.
Guitars, Bass, Vocals and Keyboards recorded on May 5th and 6th 2017 at El Pato Studio, Bergweiler, Germany. Engineered, mixed and mastered by Martin Kwakernaak.

Gerard de Jong – Lead Guitars
Pim Blankenstein – Vocals
Martin Kwakernaak – Keyboards
Niels Jordaan – Drums
William van Dijk – Rhythm Guitars
Theo Plaisier – Bass

“On the Crossroads of Souls” and “Pathway (of Broken Glass)” recorded live on October 24th 2014 at the Malta Doom Metal festival, Chateau Buskett, Siggiewi, Malta.
Recordings mixed by Martin Kwakernaak at El Pato Studio, Bergweiler, Germany. Mastered by Greg Chandler at Priory Recording Studios, Birmingham, England.

Niels – Drums
Lawrence – Bass
Gerard – Lead Guitars
William – Rhythm Guitars
Pim – Vocals

Mors Viri (CD/LP), Hammerheart Records, 2013

Recorded at El Pato Studio, Bergweiler, Germany 2011. Mixed and mastered by Ronnie Björnström at Enhanced Audio Productions, Umeå, Sweden 2012.

Martin - synthesizers
Gerard - guitar
Pim - vocals
Bram - guitar
Lawrence - bass
Niels - drums

Officium Triste/Ophis - Immersed (split CD), Memento Mori, 2012

1. Repent (Officium Triste)
2. Bittersweet Memories (Officium Triste)
3. The Mirthless (Ophis)
4. Storm Of Shards (Ophis)

Recorded at El Pato Studio, Bergweiler, Germany 2012. Mixed by Jonas Lindström at Studio Apocalypse, Gävle, Sweden. Mastered by Greg Chandler at Priory Recording Studio, Canwell, UK.

Martin - synthesizers
Gerard - guitar
Pim - vocals
Bram - guitar
Lawrence - bass
Niels - drums

Charcoal Hearts - 15 Years Of Hurt CD, Displeased Records, 2009
This is a 15 year anniversary cd with some new stuff, re-recorded versions, a cover and some remastered songs from older singles and EP's

1. No Hope
2. Divinity
3. My Charcoal Heart (acoustic version)
4. Love Like Blood (Killing Joke cover)
5. Fading Like A Dying Candle
6. Downfall (Through Veils Of Grey)
7. Intro: Officium Triste Part II
8. Mountains Of Depressiveness
9. Dreams Of Sorrow

Martin - synthesizers
Gerard - guitar
Pim - vocals
Bram - guitar
Lawrence - bass
Ronald - drums

Giving Yourself Away CD, Displeased Records, 2007

1. Your Eyes
2. My Charcoal heart
3. Signals
4. On the Crossroad of souls
5. Inside the Mind
6. Master of your own Demise

Recorded during January and February 2007 at Excess Studio, Rotterdam and El Pato Studio, Rotterdam.

Mixed at Excess Studio during February 2007, mastered by Robbe K. at Audiovisualz.

Martin – drums/ synthesizers/ backing vocals
Johan - guitar
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitar
Lawrence - bass

Ne Vivam (re-release) CD, Serpent's Lair, 2005

1. Frozen Tears
2. Lonesome
3. A Journey through Lowlands Green
4. One with the Sea
5. Dreams of Sorrow
6. Stardust
7. Psyche Nullification
8. The Happy Forest
9. Mountains of Depressiveness (bonustrack)*

Recorded and mixed during December 1996 and January/February 1997 at "Excess" studio Rotterdam Holland.
Mountains of Depressiveness recorded sometime around 2003 at El Pato studios.
Remastered by Robbe K.

Martin - drums
Johan - guitar
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitar
Johan - bass
Lawrence- bass on *

Reason CD, Displeased Records, 2004

1. In Pouring Rain
2. The Silent Witness
3. This Inner Twist
4. The Sun Doesn’t Shine Anymore
5. A Flower In Decay

Recorded at Studio El Pato during February and March of 2004.

Martin - drums/keyboards
Johan - guitar
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitar
Lawrence - bass

Ne Vivam (vinyl re-release) LP, Badger Records, 2003

1. Frozen Tears
2. Lonesome
3. A Journey through Lowlands Green
4. Dreams of Sorrow
5. One with the Sea
6. Stardust
7. Psyche Nullification

Recorded and mixed during December 1996 and January/February 1997 at "Excess" studio Rotterdam Holland. Re-mastered at "Excess" in 2003.

Martin - drums
Johan - guitar
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitar
Johan - bass

Roses on my Grave 7", Displeased Records, 2001

1. Roses on my Grave
2. Headstone

Roses on my Grave was recorded at "Excess" studio Rotterdam, Holland February 1998.
Headstone was recorded at "Excess" studio Rotterdam, Holland December 1996, January/February 1997.
Headstone was originally written by Chorus of Ruin (UK)

Martin - drums
Johan - guitar
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitar
Johan - bass

The Pathway CD, Displeased Records, 2001

1. Roses on my Grave 
2. Pathway of broken glass
3. Foul Play
4. Camouflage
5. Divinity
6. Deep down
7. This is goodbye

Recorded and mixed during april and may 2001 at Valvesound Studio Schiedam Holland

Martin - Drums/Synth
Johan - Guitar
Pim - Vocals
Gerard - Guitar
Lawrence - Bass

Roses on my Grave MCD, To the Gallows Records, 1999

1. Roses on my Grave
2. Headstone

Roses on my Grave was recorded at "Excess" studio Rotterdam, Holland February 1998.
Headstone was recorded at "Excess" studio Rotterdam, Holland December 1996, January/February 1997.
Headstone was originally written by Chorus of Ruin (UK)
This CD was originally released as a goodbye-CD and is duplicated on CD-r's

Martin - drums
Johan - guitar
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitar
Johan - bass

Officium Triste / Cold Mourning Split-MCD, Weeping Willow Records, 1998

1. Fading like a Dying Candle (Officium Triste) 
2. Downfall (Through Veils of Grey) (Officium Triste) 
3. Fall of Life (Cold Mourning) 
4. In the Midst of Stones (Cold Mourning) 

Recorded at "Excess" studio Rotterdam February 1998.  

Martin - drums
Johan - guitar
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitar
Johan - bass

Ne Vivam CD, Teutonic Existence Records, 1997
 
1. Frozen Tears
2. Lonesome
3. A Journey through Lowlands Green
4. One with the Sea
5. Dreams of Sorrow
6. Stardust
7. Psyche Nullification
8. The Happy Forest

Recorded and mixed during December 1996 and January/February 1997 at "Excess" studio Rotterdam Holland. 

Martin - drums
Johan - guitar
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitar
Johan - bass

Mountains of Depressiveness 7" EP, Weeping Willow Records, 1996

Side A:
1. Intro: Officium Triste part II
2. Mountains of Depressiveness
Side B:
1. Dreams of Sorrow

Recorded on the 19th and 20th of February 1995 at "Excess" studio Rotterdam Holland.
Released through Weeping Willow Records in 1996 

Martin - drums
Johan - guitar
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitar
Maarten - bass

Demo '94 Demo, 1994

1. Intro: Officium Triste part I
2. Frozen Tears
3. A Journey through Lowlands Green
4. Reflections of Lost Souls

Recorded 4 & 5 August 1994 at "Elektra", Sliedrecht, Holland using a 4-track recorder.

Gerard - guitar
Martin - drums
Pim - vocals
Johan - guitar
Maarten - bass, screams